Reconstruction of me
I have come to a point in my life where I have learned not to focus on the negativity, the drama, or the stress of everyday life. It get you nowhere, it changes nothing, and it leaves you feeling depressed. For the last 10 years August has been a very bad month for me, but what I have chosen to do over the year is to focus on me and how I can improve my life, health, finances, and goals. This month has been filled with everyday life, struggles, and new accomplishments. Sometimes we need to step back and look at the people and the things in our lives to get a better perspective on our life and I choose August as my month of meditation and detoxing the negative (although I do this daily). No one can make you a better person that is all up to you but I will say this, in order to improve yourself, you have to look in the mirror and see yourself for who you really are and not for whom you think you are. Take the time to work on you one flaw at a time and while you may have all the self confidence in the world you still have areas in your life which need work. I can say that I still have things that I am working on but who doesn’t I am back and improving myself daily, I am no better nor have I claim to be then the next person. The difference is I realize my flaws and chose to work on fixing them while taking constructive criticism. I change for no one but me, but at the same time I know when I need that change. God places people in your life for a reason and a season and once that season is up, it is time to let go of those people and that is what I have done and continuing to do. The lesson I was supposed to learn or teach has been adhered to and now it is time for the next. My God is a good God and my steps have already been set, so it is my job to learn where my steps are supposed to lead me and walk in that direction, I can say that I am off to a great start. My biggest supporter (My husband) has been with me every step of the way. Positive thoughts bring positive outcome, have a blessed day.
By the way, look at this belt. At one point I could barley get it to the second hole, now I had to create new holes just for it to fit. I have come a long what and nothing is stopping me from reaching any of my goals in life!!!